Monday, January 02, 2006
8:06 PM
BLAH BORED! and sch starts TOMORROW!
I realised how fast this whole year has passed. like a frickin blur >< a few moments and it is already gone. too fast 4 me to even grasp anything. looks like everything are but memories.
it feels like just yesterday when i was looking forward to the holiday in america and now my family is looking at videos from the entire trip. CRAP.
i wanna go back in time to do all those things i didnt get to do when i wanted to. i wanna change all my bad decisions. i wanna go back to Universal Studios and buy that stuffed toy which says WISH YOU WERE HERE for sherrie instead of that lousy bear. maybe if i had told my dad that YES I WANTED IT. he would not have made me change my mind and i would feel better that i am giving sherrie a nicer thing.
wanna go back to that time when my i overstayed my time at van's bday chalet. when i got home at 1. maybe if i had been just a TAD smarter ( NOT YOUR TIME TO POINT AT ME AND SHOUT: DUMBASS), i would have gone home by myself earlier. i would have the chance to go home earlier and with sherrie and who else? i dunno them. Better than going back myself n in the middle of the night and STILL get home to receive a BAD HORRIBLE scolding.
and AFTER THAT i even went to the mini 206 chalet and went kyaking and MISSED THE HARRY POTTER PREMIERE WHICH MY COUSIN BOOKED THE TICKET FOR. and i got scolded like hell again. i still aint at that point where i can make good decisions mann... i would go out to the real world and get a whole buncha money and end up using it 4 the whole wrong reasons. maybe i should sit at home and do nothing. HOHO. how fun.
i really wondered y boys aint like the girls in rgs. our class aint good! like COME ON. in sec one only the few of us hung out. like less than 10? and they are having fun at chalets. the only all boy chalet i went to was to my softballers chalet. at the most everybody just crashes at my hse. especially my pri sch friends. GIMME A BREAK. LET SOMEONE ELSE CLEAN UP THEIR ROOM FOR GOODNESS SAKES.
i just realised something.
okay after i typed 'i just realised something.' i paused to talk to alot of people. and now i forget what i realised! HOHOHO. who cares.
and i need to update my friendster profile again. dammit. christmas is over.
SIAN LIAO. dun wanna post too much b4 my fingers break off. BYEEE
CIAO.