Tuesday, August 22, 2006
11:21 PM
i dont mean to sound emo. but i'm seriously bored of life.
not that i want to die or anything. just that life is so routine. and everything is just. there. there aint no cheap thrills or surprises anymore.
to some people, knowing what tmr holds is security. but. sometimes i dont mind something different. like some spontaneous activity. or whatever. just something to break the silence.
and why is it that i live so darn far from everyone else. no one can come to my hse. it's so annoying sometimes. and within a year, i aint gonna live in this house anymore. it aint gonna be as fun as it used to be.
and i know it's gonna be hard to adapt to my old life. but i guess... hmm. i dunno but it's just gonna be difficult.
i wish i had friends who were more sensitive to current situations. and that. maybe they would try to go the extra mile to keep in touch? i dunno. cause once i'm gone. i doubt i can make such friends again. hmm.
so the next time i ask u guys over for no apparent reason. dont call me crazy please. try to understand. and try to come? cause i dunno when will i get to see u again once i move. or leave singapore. whatever. it's all the same.
try to understand.
cause i seriously dont want my life to be routine.
and dont play soccer when there are girls around. think for them.
bye!
yes this is a random rant.