Sunday, September 17, 2006
12:55 AM
shucks. i just posted a post before this and after i posted it. i was hit with a whole completely random train of thought.
now i am getting all philosophical on your ass all over again.
hmm..
what on bloody earth is the meaning of life?!?
i mean seriously.
what is the meaning of life.
some guy once told me before.
"By the time u find out the meaning of life, u would be able to die happy and subsequently, die."
i find this... kinda true.
people all over the world are trying to find the meaning of life. the whole bloody american race lives to reach the so called "AMERICAN DREAM"
what IS the american dream? lotsa cash? nice family? good health?
is our existance just to find the meaning of life? and if it indeed is. what are we actually looking for? money? fame? love? total world domination?
when a person is eternally at peace, he becomes one with the world. and probably can leave the world in peace.
so. doesnt that mean that only people who have found the meaning of life can die happy? what if this guy. hasnt really been putting time into finding that elusive meaning of life. would he wander the earth as a spirit. i hope not. that's just freaky.
i want to die happy. i really do. i want to die with a smile on my face. not with a face of agony as i die from cancer, or a face of total fear as the last moments of my life were of a completely bloody n gory murder or yours truly?
i dont want my face to show expressions u would only see in the guiness book of records for the most elastic face. i just want a stupid smile.
and to get that stupid smile. u gotta find the meaning of life. but.
the million dollar question still has not been answered yet. what is the meaning of life.
people havent found that out yet. and those who have. are already dead.
for the same person whom i quoted earlier also said this
"by the time u have found the meaning of life, it would already be your time to go as u would not need to experience anything else that's new"
i think it makes sense! by finding the meaning of life, u gain eternal comfort in your heart. u gain satifaction! and after that your heart probably stops dead =D
i think the meaning of life is a shitty subject. cause i'm incoherent now and i cant get my arguments n thoughts straightened out and in a cohesive and coherent manner. My paragraphs dont have a FLOWWW. and i need to include more relevant quotes.
HAHA. PAULYYY CHEONGGG. i totalllyyy quote you.
it's now 1am.
i shall sleep on this. and i will mug tmr. mug till i get chem done. all 21 chapters of it.
goddammit. who am i kidding! chem is bloody insane.
someone shoot me in the head and i hope u dont miss.
BYEEE! =DDD