Monday, January 21, 2008
9:15 PM
i've realised how bad i am at chemistry. i always thought it was a subject i could mug til i got. but seriously how can i mug a subject when i have absolutely no clue on how to go about doing it.
i think too much when the questions are easy and i think too little when the questions are hard. it's some kind of psychological problem i tell you. it's my brain telling me that chem is too complex for me. just like how girls are always as complex.
had our first make-a-wish meeting today. we were late as usual. we received this booklet which showed all the wishes which other children made. it's pretty cool. i'm quite glad i joined. then we split into our own groups and we started to discuss on what we wanted for our fundraiser. apparently we needed to raise 5500 bucks. goodness.
we thought up some brief ideas. we suggested having a carwash and to collect money in small tins, like flag day. we also wanted to sell cookies. goodness knows who has the skills to bake that many cookies. not me of course. i'd blow something up by mistake. and so we decided to meet up the next day to plan our fundraiser in greater detail. personally i dont think the meeting tmr would be of any use. we'd just be throwing ideas into the air hoping that others might catch them. but we all know no one would. and it would just be a wasted meeting.
after the meeting we all just stayed back to mug and finish our work. it was quite productive actually. considering how little i understand of chem. after alex ginny and james left. jy helped me out with my chem. she's so smart =/ i was completely stumped by chem. and she is taking HL chem. argh. and she's also quite violent.
after a while. jy and i realsied that james left his math work at the table. so we called him and he rushed down to grab it. he stayed til we got going and he walked jy out.
that's all i know cause my mum was driving me out as james walked jy out. hmm.
that's the end of today. i've gotta get back to my everlasting chemistry now. it doesnt seem to want to disappear. i've got chemistry again tomorrow. and i still dont get what we learnt today. i am so gonna fail. so i shall go mug chem now. alot of chem.